Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in saranprincess' LiveJournal:

Monday, March 12th, 2007
9:33 pm	Dogs We used to have a very cute dog. His name was Blacky. But he was killed by the neighbor. It was not the first time. Once they killed mom dog and like 4 puppies. The neighbor has fight roosters, hens and chickens. He has also a beautiful brown Labrador dog that I have seen with chickens on his mouth. Blacky used to play with anything so I bet he would have chased a chicken as well. But every time a chicken is killed the neighbor blames our dog. Ohh no.. his dog never! But once again our dog was cruelly killed. They use poison. They always do. Well we didn't had any dog for some time. Mom told me the funny Story of Esperanza's "Chiguagua". (Esperanza is the lady that use to go and help my grandmother on the mornings.) Some body bringed to Esperanza a small dog and told her it was a "Chiguagua" so it would not grow up. (Espernza was looking for a small dog. Well that was obviously not a Chihuahua dog, but she believe it and in no time the dog was "the size of a donkey" (she said. it was so funny.) Well. the day before I moved to Puerto Rico, Vanne (the same lady that gave the "chiguagua" to Esperanza) bring my Mom a small black cute shabby puppy. She said "It's another "Chiguagua", like Esperenzas' dog!!. So Cute. Mom was worried 'cause it's a trauma watching your pet die poisoned. But is was so cute and funny we had to keep it. We have been protecting him since that. His name is Tizo. ^_^. Mom and I use to go to walk in the afternoons and Tizo use to come with us. It's good 'cause he is too fat! ^_^. Then yesterday I was in Ponce with Mom, and Rosa, my sister, called to say that she was going home to visit Mom and give her a Gift. (Rosa spent the weekend in Arecibo with her friend, Gustavo. Gustavo is Rosa's best friend. He seems to want her to support him going to his home. I assume then there is some conflict there. Gustavo's father used to breed Golden Retrievers and my mother's dream have always been having a Male Golden Retriever. They have the dogs for sale and Mom never had money for that.) My mother started to discus with Rosa about, her staying at home and go to Mayaguez early next morning instead of very late at night. And after hanging up the pone she realized. "Hey, she said she was bringing a Gift... and she is Gustavo's house! would it be a for legs and happy tail Gift??" And it was a 4and half month Female Golden Retriever. The Dog arrived weak and didn't move much. Rosa explained that Gustavo's Father have been going through depression and have unattended the Puppies. A few Puppies have already died. So Gustavo gave this one to Rosa hopping the puppy to live. So now we have Tizo and a beautiful female Golden Retriever that seems to be sick. Almost could not hold herself on her feet. We have to wait until the next paycheck to take her to the vet. She seems to be very afraid. They had her on a cage. She was smelling pretty bad. We gave her a bath. We feed her. Also when anybody is going to pat her she thinks you're going to hit her and she is deadly afraid of the broom. (Mom was shocked and got very worried 'casue Tizo loves to play with the broom.). Seems like she was badly mistreated. Poor baby. I wonder how could somebody hit a cute puppy like her. But here she will be treated like a queen and everybody is giving her plenty of love. She seems to be a bit stronger but we are still worried about her. And now we have 2 dogs to be afraid that anytime could be blamed of killing a chicken or rooster and been killed. Current Mood: worried Current Music: Cristal Marie - No es Asi (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 30th, 2006
12:36 am	a very bad day I'm going to bed in a few minutes. I have a lot to do, but I can't do it 'cause I have to work in my day job that is more like a "life" work. This is my life now.. I wake up.. I prepare for going to work, I come from work, I go to sleep 'cause I have work,, That's it. I get pain lest that I would if I work cleaning toilets and I'm trapped there. Is not that I will just get use to the idea and stay there... I will probably be ranting forever and wander until I brake free. I feel miserable. This morning I realized how miserable I feel and went to work all depressed. For what am I doing all this... Have all being worthless... I have a career to develop and I can't do it because it need time and I am working my 60+ hours a day get paid only like 40 and have no time for anything else. For what I didn't see my family on Holidays? Just for the job that is the summary of everything I don't want in a job?? and let me see if I remember... for what did I went to study music in 1st place?? Well I have a past due goal that every day drips through my fingers like water. while I see time passing by and I feel I'm agonizing. I feel my time is getting over. I feel the clock is ticking and I know that bonb is on, But I can't escape. This is swimming a long way just to come to die on the shore. So I have felt like this all day... well maybe a whole month now. But today... today I really felt miserable. I can not go where I want to go or do what I want to do. I worked my life off for having a career and now I'm trapped. I can not do anything. This is worst that just going back home to the nothingness. Well... today I had a very bad day at work just to make it "better" I sold only like $400 and it came a return of $300.. >> Great.. ( I should have like $2,000 or something like that.) Oh... I spended a lot of time with a very nice man that was willing to buy a guitar.... (those were expensive guitars.. Taylors. starting at $1,6000) but yeah.. he ended up buying only a stand.....>> great.. I I felt so great just to talk him into buying it is he is not really interested. (I hate this job!).. And ooops he paid with his credit card and gave me his ID.... company Policy and I forgot to give him the cards back.. Great!! >> My Boss realized it.. not me.. >> Even more Great!! and I called his house ... like one hour and a holf away... judging by his Worcester phone number. I called his phone number on file and a kid took the message.... >> GReat! I was frustrated... and hungry.. so I took a lunch brake... at 6:15pm. I went to Wendys at Mass Av ‘cause I wanted an unhealthy hamburger... and when I was done.. my wallet was gone somebody stole it!! >> GREAT!!! I reported the card stolen and somebody had already used the card on Newbury Comics!! >> Even more Great. I lost everything. Including my SS card (I had it there cause My Boss asked me for it and I forgot to put it back in the drawer. And a $15 gift card from my co-worker... gone.. and the worst.. My Berklee card.... lost. I really wanted it as a memory. It hurts. See.... my life is so depressing that I have to finish this update later.. 'cause I have to go to sleep 'cause I have to go tomorrow in my Job at 9am and it takes me about an hour to get there. So I'm waking up at 7:00 am. >>.... << .. U_U GReaT! (Comment on this)
Monday, September 26th, 2005
9:25 pm	comment quick comment .... "¡Como'e apredi'o de Leafy....!" >> (translate "How much I've learned from Leafy!" [Exports .aif of Fly me to the moon for convincing teacher to accept it for Proficiencies as The required jazz.)... ^^; Groovy!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
11:59 pm	ok Ok... This is whta's going on in my life: I have my 1st Berklee Production Project ^_^. It's a Live to 2 Mix Recording (The "Live to 2"). The Recording will be on Studio E 10pm to 2am next Thursday. Tomorow we will have rehearsal as well as wednesday. The song will be a latin Bolero by Stephenie Dominguez (She's my artist). My assitant Engineer will be Miguel Lara Bisch and my Engineer Aki Nishimura. I will also be Assistan Engineer of Nate Bierdeman's "Live to 2" (he is my cute Multytrack recording classmate and lab partner.) on October 8. I will Also be the LIghts Coordinator in the SGI General Meeting. This will be a big responsability. It have been a long time since the last time I Did a Coordinator Job. And well I gotta go to sleep becasue tomorow I will wake up early to be before 9am at Berklee to reserve an Ensemble room for the band rehearsal. ^_^ Current Mood: anxious (2 Comments |Comment on this)